IRWINNs.

2009-08-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

i dont know how many times i've repeated this....maybe sooo many times till i've lost track of exactly how many times i've said it. YES, BLOG IS BEING DIFFICULT AGAIN! soo many pictures, how t upload with all th complicated html. walao. ): at this rate, everyone's blog ( heard this only affects singnet users? ) will be so wordy. RAWR -inserts cursing and swearings in all kinda lang-

sigh, i miss school. D:< so prefer th noise there than peace and nothing at home. afiqah! put3! mayang! amira! priscilla! delvina! szeyi! lpeiyi! cheryl! jenna! cpeiyi! zaidan! hakim! afiq! GIMME MY DESIRED NOISE!

argh, nevermindddd! really looking forward t school & fun. well, except for th amount of work t be done though. im expecting piles of it on my desk. (crossfingers) bleahs, not like i would care. MONDAY, here i come..

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: -pastes billions & billions of smiley faces-

2009-07-30T11:26:00.017+08:00

ION ORCHARD ANYONE? :DDD

i feel like i could tear th com t pieces! D: few days ago, I created a wordpress, xanga and also a lifejournal acc just t see which works better since blogger couldnt post anything at all! after settling for lifejournal, blogger was back t normal!!!! -insert thousands of cursing and swearing- now, i needa upload everything all over again.

imma burn hell notes for blogger and get suicidal over trivial matters like this from now on, i swear!

_______________________

at th doc w mum......

me: "isit H1N1? isit isit isit?"
doctor: " actually is only normal viral flu lah girl, dont get too paranoid. if it really is H1N1, you wouldnt even have th energy t walk here. most probably in th hospital with dozens of tammiflu for you t eat. -laughed at me!- "
me: -.- oh, i dint know tht.

bodyaches, headaches, trigger temp, cough. not H1N1 ah? all symptoms present except for vomitting and diarrhoea leh. in th end, 3 days mc lorh. i'd rather not have th mc and go t school in this state! im missing moi clique alrdy. ): okay, back t posting....

caught harry potter @ tam mall w ; priscilla, del, jenna, lpeiyi, cpeiyi, darryl, andy, afiq, shaq, james, kenneth. hmm did i miss anyone out? hope not. forgot when uhhs. th ending was marvellous but sad t say, not for th beginning. i guess most us were snoozing throughout th boring parts. it was so heart rending t see dumbledore die! overall, lotsa fun! :D

oh yesyesyes. you guys should seriously go catch ndp2009. bloody nice, th fireworks were much better and nicer in terms of colours/shapes. and guess what, its like only my 2nd time watching ndp live upfront since pri 5 (2006!!) hah, i know very pathetic la but i dont like celebrating a country's bday. like so retarded lah. -.-

mrt-ed from tuition t tam mall. bid a quick farewell t amira and mayang then rushed al th way t meet priscilaaa. soon after, mrt-ed t city hall and had a good walk t th floating platform. show ended around 9? dinner at yoshinoya and home at 11.30. enjoyable time out yet again! ♥♥♥

nicenicenice time after sch with loveddds. laughed a hell lot. hanging out w them is like stuffing stress-relieving pills into my tummies. :D studied for awhile, put3 and afiqahhh left after awhile for their movie date. hehhes. when work's done, home w mayang.

2009-07-23T17:55:00.006+08:00

i dumb wittedly fiddled with th html codes in mah blog and after much thinking, chose t revert it t th classic template. ): cbox no more, comment me through every post instead ayyes. TODAY. i discovered a new phobia, my new loathe for needles.

2009-07-20T20:38:00.009+08:00

Happy Belated Shih Ying!

im very sorry for wishing you a days late. ): enjoy your 14th and rock on man. here's wishing you all th best in everything. hehhes, xoxo. 4 years of friendship and still going on. love ya!

2009-07-18T21:51:00.006+08:00

ws>bugis>tuition>ws>home.

on th verge of dropping dead! gosh, so many homeworks, 2 tests nxt week, revisions not started, so lil time. howhowhow! have an intuition tht im not gonna do well for common tests this term. AGAIN. bleahs. ): oh dear, so packed! expect lesser updates @ bs but more on twitter from smses i get t send in between lessons. HEHE.

3 other photos i forgot t upload. nice right! so photogenic.

2009-07-16T18:23:00.016+08:00

spent 15th july @ school and th "oh-so-common" science center.

1, 2, 3 years ago....science center was a very common destination for p. sch excursions. th times when we all had t line up in two velih straight lines everywhere and anywhere we go.

and now..... i went again. & guess what! tht place dint even change at all, just tht there was a big big dino-sore who keeps on making fart sounds at th entrance of science center. HOW AMAZING! went t th da vinchi thing and learnt lots of stuffs there. at first, i dint even know what's s special about mona lisa or who painted it. -.- me thinks, th models i see on th runway were more beautiful than mona lisa. sadly, mona lisa was nobody, turned out it was da vinchi himself. tsxz!

okay, i shall not crap any further.

walao why everyone dont wanna look in th camera one! D:

oh gosh, just look at isaac laaa! 1 word, gross.

2009-07-14T19:36:00.002+08:00

LOOK LOOK LOOK!
seen your share? now shhhhh.

i'll be blogging in lump altogether instead cause i seriously have no spare time for blogging and stuffs related. whole week packed w school. more photos will be uploaded like in another week or two? HAHA, okay i'll stop crapping here. bye.

in future, i'll choose fun over commitment.

2009-07-07T19:30:00.005+08:00

TODAY.

schhhuuucsshxz today. wasnt concentrating. seriously felt like hibernating throughout th long hours just now. what a waste. ): changed of sitting positions again and now everyone is like 1meter > apart from each other. HOW RETARDED SEY! so i got a seat near th window. plenty of motion going on w zaidan infront of me. hahas, better than last time laaa! *peace. :D ended sch @ 2 and off t ws library. did maths hw and camwhored a lil and laughed like elephants getting tickled with feathers. home @ 7.

Monday, 6 July.

: Kbox initially but caught transformers @ cs instead.

Reached downtown bustop earlier than expected; ard 1. lpeiyi's bus was coincidentally behind mine so we bumped into each other and chatted while waiting for th rest. soon, cpeiyi followed by delvina reached. waited outside kbox like a dumb person. LOLS. saw jenna and liling too. they were waiting for their call t go in th kbox lounge. changed plans and went t catch transformers instead. bleahs, pissed laaa. movie ended @ ard 630. movie's not tht bad, megan fox is so georgeous laa! she is NOT a man, just a stupid rumour. tsxzzz. =.= taxi-ed t ehub again w del, cpeiyi, lpeiyi. met pris etc etc for dinner at subway again. soon after, taxi-ed home.

*PPPS, managed t get a pic of del. somehow, she managed t cover her face w her domo. -.-

i need time t stop for an hour or two.

2009-07-05T14:34:00.004+08:00

Friday, 3rd July

: Clarence's bday bbq.

cab-ed home straight away after school t bath & change for clare's bbq. rushed sooo many things, my hands almost fell out. took bus 12 t downtown bustop & saw cheryl, delvina, cpeiyi and louis there alrdy. brandon was behind me all along and i was stupid enough not t notice. LOLS. waited for pris & lpeiyi then off t PRP, pit 41. friggin far man. -.- reached th pit at around 3+ and rented rblades. i fell badly. GRRR!!! D:<

i looked like a lunatic man, damn PAISEH! soon, clare came w his maid & sis. he mia-ed & th girls helped t set th fire while our sissy class boys (alph, darryl, andy, zr, james) played w sea water. =.= err, i think del, cheryl and brandon went t fetch ice. played, bbqed and took photos all evening, played at th playground at night then off t ehub for our supper at subway. cab-ed & reached home around 11+ i like del's blue eyes t th max man!

**added 12 other photos.

Saturday, 4th July

: Dentist>Far East>Flyer>Parkway>The Cathay.

tuition postponed cause i had dental appt during tht time slot. went t tighten braces @ raffles c. shopped around & mum was super generous t buy me steve madden sandals which is equivalent t th cost of 7 days of my school allowance. -.- off t far east, met her friend at ard 3+ ramen ten for lunch & off t th hairdresser. accompanied this bitch sis of mine t trim her hair and i waited for like 2 whole hours for her. cab-ed t singapore flyer and managed t see singapore. alot of constructions going on here and there . sooo bloody undeveloped.

there were ndp rehearsels = FIREWORKS! nicenicenice but dint last tht long! grr, light dinner at popeyes and off t parkway for sis's specs. walked around again & decided t head t th cathay for a movie. watched friggin ice age 3 because transformers' tickets died there! dang man. D: almost slept all th way through th movie cause it was a 130am show. movie probably finished around 3+ cab-ed home and reached @ 4+ Met nice new friends. although we've known each other for only one day but still, managed t talk like long lost friends. teeheees. :D i hearts sarah & sophie mann! ♥♥♥ SOSOSO Weary. ):

2009-06-30T08:49:00.007+08:00

gave school a miss today since i overslept and felt real knocked out in th head. just look at my eyebags laaa! will be heading over t th doc for medical cert and return back t hell tmr. dammmnnnn everything man. cause; i friggin dont want school t even start this soon, i dont wanna sit beside a retarded psycho cum perv! i friggin wanna change school! i friggin wanna start work and not study anymore! ): kill me will you? okay, i'll stop crapping now. gahhs! D:<

2009-06-27T20:33:00.002+08:00

oh damn, th pic quality not up t standard. blame it on th

useless cam function in tht spare phone. use also pekchek laa!

omgoahsxz i have soo many tags t reply. x.x afiqah afiqah~ tuition-ed today & th china girl was absent. mr adrian says she finished her exams & wont be coming anymore. aww man! she only came for 2 lessons & left like tht. NO FUN! ): i friggin gained weight this hols. diet dint work, OH kill me. D: i should try bingeing. *evil laughs.

ohh yarh, reminds me. i had a conver with moi sis just now & she asked me this;
sis: what other effects does injecting subutex do t your body other than having AIDS?
me: LOSE WEIGHT!
sis: what the, its a drug for god's sake. -.-
me: subutex not a kind of laxative ( diet pills) meh?
sis: NO. rofl~
me: but they do sound th same though. *laughoutloud*

she's been going on and on about drugs since she came home from th course. & now she's aspiring t be an anti-drug ambassador, wants t learn more about drugs etc etc. things like these happens when hot young trainers teach you things about drugs. -.- im gonna go deaf soooooon! fuck her man.

I FRIGGIN WANNA GO OLD CHANGI & GET TAUNTED BY GHOSTS!

2009-06-25T21:45:00.008+08:00

if we could party all night, sleep all day and

throw all our problems away, my life would be easy.

i have yet t do any of my homeworks except for maths! thinking back, i spent away my time freely this hols. hahhas, but homework's not important right? i still wanna enjoy th hols though. ):<

2009-06-25T17:30:00.008+08:00

yesterday was very long and tiring. went out t shop w cpeiyi in th early afternoon. nicenicenice. (: met her at 11 and started our shopping at bugis. an ugly middle-aged apek kinda stalked us for mins during shopping and peiyi ran for her safety when i alerted her. xD lols, veh funny leh cause i've been observing tht apek for a while. accompanied peiyi t rupini's at mid point orchard t do her eyebrows. and had a longlonglong conver w her at orchard cineleisure's kfc. overall, had a nice time out shopping and LOL-ing w her. looking forward t moreee. :D

straight after tht, went t meet amirah at bedok inter and i was friggin late. D: i am SO SORRY amirah. mrt-ed t bishan t sell ice cream. although we managed t sell 4 ice cream and earned only 10 bucks each, had an enjoyable time though. & i think amirah's th first t see th grumpy me. i rarely show it t anyone unless when im seriously pissed/exhausted. amirah, you're so honoured t see me fierce for th first time! -.- teeheees, i wanna move t bishan now now now! you'll know why. (:

home at 12+am and called mac delivery for supper. super hungry. {: used up my 10 bucks which i earned from selling th ice cream for tht meal i ordered. -.-

2009-06-23T12:11:00.008+08:00

Quiz tagged by Cpeiyi, Jenna.

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- Forehead. :D
2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Felt like someone punched me in th eyes.
3) Who is the last person you took picture with?
- Hmm, i forgot.

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- Teheee, yes im very spoilt. xD
5) Would you donate blood?
- Yeah, i wanna save earth people!
6) Have you had a best friend of the opposite sex?
- Yepppps.
7) Do you want someone dead?
- Not now, maybe later on in future.
8) What does the last message says?
- From Amirahhh, "kay ".
9) What are you thinking right now?
- Should i paint my nails jungle red or baby pink?

10) Do you wish someone is with you right now?
- Oh hell yeah. ):
11) What time did you went to bed last night?
- 0136am.
12) Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now?
- LOLs, paragon.

13) Is someone in your mind now?
- Hmm, nope. :D
14) Who is the last person you texted?
- Amirahhhhh~!!

10 people tagged to do quiz.
1. Putri

2. Afiqah
3. Mayang
4. Jenna

5. Cpeiyi

6.L peiyi

7.Cheryl
8. Amirah
9. Shih ying

10. Natasha

will be going t amirahh's crib t watch movies till 5. then home again. ):

will update again later.

GOODBYE. :D

-EDITED

Just now was chaos, i felt like im saving far too much financially. How irritating, i need money in my pockets, ALWAYS. Lols, i'll save up for a digital cam, a new phone and maybe a 4 story penthouse for me t live in when im 18. Nyehheszx, reserve me a raincheque till then. -.- okay, watched this dancing show at amirahs' it was okay laas. th woman had ultra nice abs on her stomach, she could probably fit in a uk size 0 skinnies with those anorexic thighs. Envy. )':

I wanna take up French. I WANT! I NEED! it seems like there wont be an extension of hols. fxck! i thought i could sleep in more these days & maybe do hws next week. i so feel like chopping tht man i saw on tv when he said tht school was gonna continue as per norm. ass his arsehole.

will be going t meet up with cpeiyi t do some shopping tomorrow, selling ice cream w amirah in th afternoon. -.- i guess tomorrow will be a fun day, filled with nice pictures t take but my stupid phone chose t die in th midst of a bbq & i will obviously have difficulties taking nice photos t upload on blog! FML. argh, kill me. ):

2009-06-19T18:35:00.008+08:00

Take a look at this hotsxz stuffsxz.

I was browsing through sonyE's webpageeee cause i freaking desperately damn popizingly want, i meant NEED a new phone. LAUGHS, i doubt i'll get t own it tht soon though. D:< SonyE-AINO! << (click) sooo sooo NICE, i LIKE! :D when school reopen, i'll start starving & save up for this with my daily allowance. nyehhhehhczxs, i sound so juvenile. =.=

tuition was C.R.A.P.P.Y as usual & i laughed at th new "originated from china, studied in japan migrated t singapore" girl. cant blame me though, i coudlnt help but burst into laughter when she tried pronouncing "applicable" as "arhhh-pleee-karbel" LOL-ing. i think she heard me. wait, who cares. xD i like th way she sayed "eleven" though. sounded sooo british. home at 450 & my phone is still lying unconcious on my desk. ): OI MUMMY! send for repair laaaaa! keep delaying & delaying, it will die eventually.

EDITED

hock chye started a conver w me on msn just now & i swear i am laughing like a retard at his cowardness. LOL-ing all th way. i was very mean t him and seriously dint wanna talk t him. what an ass. :D

Watson says:
*nvm........i noe u veri enthu abt tis and u go down to book pit.....veri srry 4 the poor organising
♥ / IRWINN. says:
* whatever fat ass. only know how t tell us buy fishball!
Watson says:
* no.....i ask 2 ppl buy only......channey extra go buy another pack.....which i tell her buy someting that can b BBQ ♥ / IRWINN. says:
* YOU GO DIE.
Watson says:
* "yaya"......wat u doing
♥ / IRWINN. says:
* NONE OF YOUR EFFING BUSINESS.
Watson says:
* relax man.......
♥ / IRWINN. says:
* YOU ARE SUCH AN ASSHOLE WITH ONE SEVERE ATTITUDINAL PROBLEM.
* FUCK OFF. :D
Watson says:
* me attiude??.....ya same goes to u.......drink more green tea and go fishing..........can cure ur patient.........cos u r nt at all ----- &he signed out even before i could reply him this. =.-
♥ / IRWINN. says:
* WTH NO LINK AT ALL. -.- RETARDED.

he thought i was gonna scold him & he signed out straightaway. HAHA LOSER! i won yet againnn.

2009-06-18T19:51:00.019+08:00

Pictures are out. :D

hols are soon coming t an end! catched quite a few movies during this hols. super nice but time never fail t pass quickly. &&& I STILL WANNA WATCH DANCE SUBARU BADLY! )': but its not showing in th movies already. howhowhow?! D: sigh, i'll have t wait for like several months till th story is published on cd/dvd. kill obama!

tuesday; 16 june 09. 6/4 gathering.

not in picture: junkai, chee yong. they were so-called "th cameramans". -.-

overall, th gathering was a success (!) YAYNESS. except for th food part. idiot hock chye! he made most of us buy fishballs for th bbq. in th first place, "can fishballs even be bbq-ed?!" all of us ate dozens of fishballs tht night & when i woke up from sleep th next day, my tummy went havoc. -.- met up with natalie, channey, hock chye, adenan, junkai, wayne, chee yong and guo rui at bdk inter mac. headed for ecp after buying th stuffs. walked milestones t pit 21 t pass amirah her painkillers. talked loads of crap with natalie, amirah and chann. xD fun i tell you! then saw shahina when we were about t head for pit 47. gosh she's still th same after 2 years. hahhas, MISSES. :D

shih ying & michelle came soon after. LOLS! i went all th way t th underpass t wait for shih ying cause she has difficulties finding th way and at th same time, send shahina home. shih ying has super fast legs, reached there before i even got t see her! ): crossed th underpass and needed t patah balik. so i ended up walking alone t pit 47 at 7+pm instead. -.- LOLOLOLS, shih ying shih ying. ton-ed for th night. ohh yarhs, Noor Amirahhhh, daughter of Baharuddin, do cheer up okay? if they're not there for you, we are! (: LOL-ing. if you do read this, spare some tears for me! :D

thursday; 18 june 09. out w clique.

out with clique today t catch drag me t hell. th movie was retardedly awesome. i'll rate it 110 out of 10 although th storyline was quite nonsense. -.- screamed only once. :D not bad right? & covered my eyes during th scary plots. amira and maya was screaming continuously together with th others in th cinemas while afiqah & putri were chillax-ing all th way. i salute you guys man. LOLs. played at th playground like elementary students before heading t th library. ice kachang-ed at kopitiam & bus-ed homeeeee. :D

2009-06-17T04:07:00.008+08:00

HI THERE!

im now w retarded people in ecp mac. (amirah, chee yong & guo rui) & they're having their delish breakast. xD all th fats fats fats rolling in their tummy. LOLs. we kinda ton-ed at ecp. all over at stupid locations. -.- they played poker th whole night through & i bought magazines t keep me entertained. ): now i know guo rui very very racist! & he doesnt eat chilli & mayo from macs. :D YAY, what a wonderful discovery. okays, gathering w 6/4 people was very fun (!) will update when im back & also after having a night's worth of sleep. so yeah, GOOD MORNING. :D

2009-06-11T14:42:00.004+08:00

i hear th phone Green Green. i Pink up th phone and say Yellow, Blues there? White did you say? oh wrong number, dont Purplely disturb people & dont call Black again okay?

2009-06-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

i keep having STM's lately. up t th extent of forgetting whats a song title when its added in my playlist, always misplacing my comb everytime after use or sometimes even worser than tht. i think i should go for a check up or something. great idea. so yarh, i dont have pictures t upload, contents t publish. so i shall just end it here before i forget my sleep.

goodbye,

2009-06-08T18:09:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY NOOR AMIRAH!

4 years of friendship & still counting. must last forever yeah? (: 14 years old already, dont frown whenever you're sad or unhappy. instead, smile. less depressing for your preety face. thanks for always being there for me when i needed a friend t talk t. & also th memorable times. laughs. HAPPY 14th AMIRAHHHH. :D

2009-06-07T21:58:00.003+08:00

fuck off cause i freaking hate guys like you.

2009-06-05T22:50:00.005+08:00

The End,

i never thought i'd get to say this, but as time passed by, i realised im living in my past t get through tomorrow, th day after, th rest of this past 2 years. outrageous but true . its time t absorb this awful truth; t put an end t you, t forget & stop all thoughts of you, t grow sober. i've wasted plenty of my precious time living through this, thinking on how t stop tearing up whenever thoughts of you came and filled my mind blankly. now, i'll live on like how i've had before.

with time, i'll prove you wrong. im no longer tht girl everyone knows for having a frail heart, someone who LOVES holding on t th past. im new, im someone you recognised 2 years before,

im Irwinnnn.

Goodbye.

2009-06-03T19:00:00.019+08:00

I am bored t my wits end. laughs, so ironic. I have been going out alot this past few days & i wanna wanna wanna watch dance, subaru! <ohh yarh, check this out. SUPER HILARIOUS! <

went t cousin's house t see my 5 days old new baby cousin & I.R.A , so cute luhhs. (: i felt like i was at a kindergarten centre. so noisy...happy...colourful. soothed my brains except for th noise part. laughs. Iklil was asking me t play with her every 5 mins & i was like "cannot. if i play with you, momok(ghosts) will come out from all th cupboards in your house. so you play with eva okay?" *insert fake smile.

for a 6 year old, i think she's anorexic & i still wonder how she found soooooo much energy t play for hours and hours. how amazing. sis entertained her for th whole evening. & me, being such a nice cousin, drawed her an awesome masterpiece. lame, i know. :D

meet hael, a new addition t their family. super adorable i tell you!

went out with clique t th airport t do some hols hw. had tremendous fun there. :D we were laughing all th way like some retarded persons. lols. went t fairprice loacted in terminal 3 & i was fascinated by th tall tree with what i saw.......plastic cocoa beans hanging? i was like.....lolscxz. -.-

i am super touched & thankful t you guys. (put3, afiqah, maya, amira) :D thanks so much for th kinder surprise. xoxoxo.

after studying, we went t expo for th food fair. so unexpected sey. hahha, overall, it was a very nice time out with my girlfs. :D --- up till now, i dont know why i wasted money for something my sis have plenty at home. laughs. how retarded is tht?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRA ISMAIL! :D

2009-06-02T19:22:00.005+08:00

N E W M O O N official move trailer is out. (: haha, robert pattinson is just too hot for our eyes right? seriously speaking, he's th most beautiful guy i've ever seen in my entire 14 years of living. haha! laugh it off. -.- i'll update photos tomorrow. so yeah, goodbye. argh, i need blue moon & dance with a vampire asap! D:

2009-05-31T20:25:00.010+08:00

Quiz tagged by NOOR AMIRAHH. :D

1.) The person who tagged you : AMIRAHH.
2.) Your relationship with him or her : ForeverFriends! (:
3.) Your first impression on him/her ? : Hilarious, Preety (!), Fun, Bully, Thin (!).
4.) Your most memorable moment with him/her ? : Countless...no every time spent together, it'll be very memorable when u spend it with Noor Amirahh Bte Baharuddin. :D
5.) The most memorable thing you said to him/her ? : "Amirah, preety & thin." HAHA!
6.) If him/her becomes your lover ? : I go for guys. Lols....i'll woo her if she's a guy!
7.) If him/her becomes your lover , what would you like him/her to improve on ?: We wont be together. xD & she wouldnt need t improve on anything, a perfect friend!
8.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will you do ? : Nah, we wont. (:
9.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will be the reason ? : Misunderstanding i guess.
10.) The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are: Slap her. :D I've desired this since pri 6 but she's always tooo fast! ):
11.) Your overall impression on her/him: A friend worth meeting, someone who is fun t joke around with & also a good adviser.
12.) The characteristic you love most about yourself: I dont appreciate any of my characteristics.
13.) The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Almost everything.
14.) The most ideal person you want to be is: ME. (:
15.) For people that care and like you, say something to them: Hi, i care & like you too yo. ;D Dont take this too seriously though. Lols.
16.) Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1. Amirahh.
2. Shih Ying.
3. Putri.
4. Mayang.
5. Afiqah.
6. Natasha Hazirah.
7. Priscilla.
8. Jenna.
9. Delvina.
10.Lim Pei Yi

17.) Who is 6 having a relationship with : I don't think she's in one.
18.) is 9 a male or female : Female.
19.) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing : No, cause they're both girls. Laughs.
20.) Where is 2 studying at the moment : Pasir Ris Crest!
21.) When was the last time you had a chat with 3: Hmm, a few days ago.
22.) What kind of music does 8 like: Im not too sure.
23.) Does 1 have any siblings : Yea, 2 elder sisters if im not mistaken.
24.) Will you woo 3 : Haha, i go for guys. (:
25.) How about 7 : Same answer. -.-
26.) Is 4 single : Yepp.
27.) What's the surname of 5 : Err, she's a malay.
28.) What's the hobby of 5 : Laughing? :D
29.) Do 5 and 9 get along well : Yes, i think so.
30.) Where is 1 studying at : Bedok View!
31.) Say something casual about your eyes: Erm, they're black. LAUGHS.
32.) Have you tried developing feelings for 5 : HAHA! NO.
33.) What colours does 4 like : Pink.
34.) Are 5 and 1 good friends : They dont know each other.
35.) Does 7 like 2 : Argh! they dont know each other laaa. -.-
36.) How did you get to know 2 : Same class in pri sch for year 2006 & 2007. (:
37.) Does 1 have any pets : I dont think so! I'll laugh my head off if she really has pets at home. xD
38). Is 10 the sexiest person in the world? : YEA MAN! thts what i think laa. ;D

Chlorine In My Eyes,

its impossible t stop th tears.

woke up at 3pm in th afternoon. at last, i had a very nice sleep after long sleepless nights during th past few weeks. for th first time ever, i kind of completed a dream. there were no disturbances at all. IM SO SO GAY ABOUT IT! :D wished it never ended. sigh. today is such a hot day. i was reading th book in th living room & ended up perspiring even when it was 5-6 plus in th afternoon. whatmore when th fan was right on top of me, on t full speed. RAWR! th weather isnt supposed t be so hot during tht period of time -.- today was rotten! I slept woke up, slept again, woke up, read book, watch tv, ate, slept again! bleah bleah bleah, kill me. see how pathetic today is? yeah, i shall end here, TMIFY. hahas. :D

*th photos i promised yesterday. hilarious? this is only up for entertainment. (:

so dont take it too seriously. nice work of art yeah? credits goes to th guys in 2e2!

2009-05-28T20:57:00.007+08:00

tears behind every laughter.

its meet-my-mommmaaaa day.
embarrasing lah, i should have just took it alone. mdm C talked t mum for so long. keep repeating th same thing over and over. laughs. i down there just nod nod nod like a retarded woman. overall, i did well? passed everything except for M. i didnt expect t get those grades even when all my revisions were last minute. class P: 19, level P: 62. i failed M so horribly, it pulled down my overall percentage. -.-

mum left for driving first so i went t look clique up. waited and played around like kids for awhile. (: and bused, mrt-ed & bused home. reached @ approximately 720 i guess. i was smart enough t skip th streaming talk. so i shall keep this short and head for summerland. goodnight.

2009-05-27T20:16:00.005+08:00

i feel so guilty....for bringing both my sis's and my own ezlink card t school today! i wonder how she went t school today. trust me, it was a super long story and i dint realise it till i got onto bus 12 otw home. LAUGHS! i can imagine her reaction early in th morning, searching blindly for her card. hey sis! i am an old woman, pardon my brain malfunction yea? xoxo. :D

and now, im tired again. back t hallucinating things, making judgements on th future. life is just too tiring and it makes me want t break free. right? had a nice chat with much loveeeedddd ♥Clique. we had a nice time at th canteen & im looking forward t more of tht in th future ayye? i love ya guys. i've made a decision, t not cry over spilt milk and not attempting anything im not sure off; once bitten twice shy. i won regret my decisions; thinking twice on personal matters etc etc. life goes on. i have t wake up. hopefully, there will be photos tomorrow; goodbye for now.

2009-05-23T22:30:00.007+08:00

HI, im back t blogging. but....i cant seem t find th right words t express what im thinking now. so words shall be short and nah, i've posted all th very overdued photos with descp. it seems like things change,everyone forgets.

ohh yes;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY M. SUFI B FUAD -9th of every may.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAYNE LEK -20th of every may.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON TOO -22th of every may.
sorry for th late wishes!

out for a movie w cheryl, pei yi, sze yi, andy, louis, brandon, darryl, james etc. watched xmen origins; wolverine AGAIN. i was lol-ling at sze yi's and cheryl's laughter and yawn-ing at th repeated scenes being payed on th screen. walked around tamp 1, tm, cs and managed t get only one photo. laughs.

future babies. :D so adorable.

out with amirah & shih ying t "study" on 9th of may i think. eventually we dint study but went window shopping instead. laughs. thanks for th birthday card and cake. i love you guys loads. (: 4 years & still counting.

school days. results for mye were okay. lols, i'd rather not talk about it. :D

VIDEOGRAPHY! :D

2009-05-14T13:39:00.007+08:00

I.CANT.BELIEVE.IM.DOING.THIS!

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
- Yes.
2)Was your last real relationship a mistake?
- It should be. Thts why it ended.
3)Do you love your friends?
- Of course.
4)Who did you last say “I love you” to?
- Personal.
5)Do you regret it?
- I dont think so.
6)Have you ever been depressed?
- Yes,
7)Are you a boy or girl?
- Girl. -.-
8)What is your relationship status?
- Single & Unavailable.
9)How do you want to die?
- In my sleep.
10)What did you last eat?
- Stomach is empty now.
11)Played any sports?
- Yeah.
12)Do you bite your nails ?
- NO, dont you guys think its unhygenic?!
13)When was your last physical fight?

- I dont fight. (:
14)Who are your best friends?
- My clique are th lovedds. + shih ying & amirahh.
15)Do you have an attitude?
- Everyone has attitudes.
16)Do you like someone?
- Im not too sure about this yet.
17)What is your real name?
- CALL ME IRWINN. :D
18)Do you like this quiz?
- its getting on my nerves.
19)Are you gonna get high later ?
- dont think so.
20)Do you hate anyone at the moment?
- Nope.
21)Do you miss someone?
- Yeah. ):
22)Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
- Twirl.
23)Do you tan a lot?
- Nope.
24)Have any pets?
- NO.
25)How exactly are you feeling?
- Tired answering questions.
26)Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
- Duhh.
27)Ever made out in the bathroom?
- No. -.-
28)Would you take any of your ex-es back?
- hmm, better not.
29)Are you scared of spiders?
- YES!
30)Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- Obviously i want lah.
31)Do you regret anything from your past?
- Yeah, a whole list of things.
32)What are your plans for this weekend?
- Not planned yet.
33)Do you want to have kids?
- Yes.
34)Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
- HAHA, no.
35)Do you type fast?
- Im slowwwwwwwww.
36)Do you have piercings?
- It closed up.
37)Want any more?
- Yeah. ;D
38)Can you spell well?
- I think so?
39)Do you miss anyone from your past?
- YES MAN!
40)What are you craving right now?
- Hmm, im craving for white chocolate!
41)Ever been to a bonfire party ?
- Nope.
42)Who is your first love?
- Personal.
43)Have you ever been on a horse?
- Lols, no.
44)Kissed someone in a pick up truck?

- No.

45)Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
- I think so?
46)Have you ever been cheated on?
- Yeah.
47)Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- Im not sureeee.
48)Do you love your bf?
- No bf at th moment.
49)Would you live with someone without marrying them?
- Hmm, depends on th situation.
50)What should you be doing ?
- Adobe photoshop.
51)What's irritating you right now?
- This "WTH" 101 question quiz.
52)Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
- YESS.
53)Does somebody love you?
- I dont know.
54)What is your favorite colour ?
- Alot.
55)Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- Not tht retarded. lols.
57)Do you have trust issues?
- Hmm, yeah i think so.
60)Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- Moderate lah.
62)Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
- Nope, they should be having fun now.
63)Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- Hmm, i forgot.
64)Do you give out second chances too easily?
- NOPE. but it depends on th situation.
65)Is it easier to forgive or forget?
- Forgive & Forget.
66)Is this year the best year of your life?
- Nope.
67)What was your child hood nickname?
- You can ask my momma.
68)Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
- Retarded. -.-
70)Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
- Duhh, thts how reality came about.
71)What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
- Washed up for bed & phoned t slp.
73)What is bothering you?
- Alot of questions which cant be answered.
74)Have you ever been out of your province?
- Yeah.
75)Do you play the Wii?
- Yeah, loads of fun!
76)Are you listening to music right now?
- Nope, com lab filled with people's laughter and all those horrible shouting.
77)Do you like Chinese food?
- Yes.
78)Do you know your father's birthday?
- I forgot; im suffering from senile demetia.
79)Are you afraid of the dark?
- Nope, im all grown up.
80)Is cheating ever okay?
- Of course not lah; RETARDED. -.-
81)Are you mean?
- No im not.
82)Can you keep white shoes clean ?
- Nope.
84)Do you believe in true love?
- Yes i do.
88)Do you like the outside?
- Yeah, better than th inside.
89)Are you currently bored?
- YES!
90)Do you wanna get married?
- we'll see.
91)Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
- It makes me feel very immature. DONT.
92)Are you hungry?
- Not anymore.
93)Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
- No. -.-
94)What makes you happy?
- A lot of things. (:
95)Would you change your name?
- Hmm, maybe?
96)Ever been to Alaska?
- No.
98)Do you watch the news?
- Not really.
99)What's your zodiac sign?
- TAURUS!
100)Do you like Subway?
- Hahha, its just food.
101)Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
- WTH.
103)Do you talk like your friends?
- Sometimes.
105)Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
- Yeap.
106)Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
- Yarh.
107)Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
- Hmm, i forgot.
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- Nope.
109) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- I forgot.
110) Favourite lyrics right now?
- hmm, cant think of any now.
111)Can you count to one million?
- LOLS, thts wasting time.

sorry, my com in coma and still not fuctioning. )': x a million sadness.

i have loads and loads of pictures t post, but i i'll have t wait till com fixed.

soo i guess here's goodbye. :D

YAY im FOURTEEEN!

2009-05-06T19:29:00.010+08:00

HI. my asthma is acting up again. i am falling sick.........and tired of this. i shall update about everything when im back from exams and when im feeling better. goodnight'♥

labels: where is th love?

it has been years and you're still th reason t my every sigh, tear, unhappiness, uncertainties. you let our beautiful memories together run loose. and it slowly faded into thin air, no longer in your mind, but it has always been etched in mine. i know you're different, not like others i've seen. because of tht, i want t see you enjoying th happiness you've chose. if you love her, go for it. dont miss th chance you have and regret for life. for th very last time, i want t see a smile on your face before i leave. (': ~~iloveyou~~

2009-05-02T08:57:00.007+08:00

Useless;

"As tyme hem hurt, a tyme doth hem cure."

i shall continue when i get back in th afternoon. goodbye.

2009-04-30T21:53:00.008+08:00

HI HI HI OH HI beautiful.

"As tyme hem hurt, a tyme doth hem cure" ;Chaucer. A fact tht an anniversary of a loved one's death becomes a crowbar in the calendar that reopens those wounds again. The loss of someone you love creates a permanent hole in your heart that never goes away. I shall let time be th judge; I will choose t let go of certain things tht arent mine. because i know holding on t you is not an easy job. PAINFUL. its been 2 years + my dear and i cant freaking believe tht im still madly in love with you.

lie t me? nothing good comes out of it. SERIOUSLY. :D because i get what i want, i dont sulk anymore. in your face asshole. *evil laughterrrr(s) English and MT paper 1 today. MT was hard as usual (!) had videography till 4+ and rushed back in school searching for my ezlink. left in th locker. xD my brain cells are as old as a 60-year old woman. nice time home. but damn damn damn tiring. home at 6+ thanks t someone. xD and slept from 7 all th way t 9+ i think. yeah, nothing interesting today. just tht i feel irritatinglyy thirsty and i dont know why. i shall update more tomorrow. GOODNIGHT lovees'♥

2009-04-28T20:30:00.004+08:00

I am unconditionally holding on;

because no matter how hard i try t let go, it keeps sticking in t me.

*maya recommended. HAHA! what a laugh.

Oh, hi there. today was crazy. weather going haywire. rain one minute, sun another hour. nights are getting shorter dont they? E N D E N D E N D. i've been chanting this word throughout th whole day. end MT! end MATHS! end SCHOOL! end LIFE! D: everything ended except th last one. sigh!

library-ed in th afternoon with amira, mayang, hidayah and arini! laugh laugh laugh-edddd. :D for a moment, it seems like all my troubles were gone. but soon, it came back slowly. one by one. home at 7+ slept all th way throughout th journey home. how i wish i could just drop dead t sleep there. so damn comfortable i tell you! xD

H O W F U N N Y ! you should have seen me. because all i remember were those of my head banging on th chair whenever th bus stops. shit ass. and now its hurting like fxck. regret regret but worth trying. {: exams in 2 more days people! study hard okay. :D

have you ever spared a thought for my feelings? when you left. when you found your true love. my dear,

its hard for me t forget you. cause you're th first i've ever loved, th first i've ever took seriously.

labels: EXHAUSTED like a swine running on threadmill.

2009-04-27T20:25:00.002+08:00

suddenly, everything is looking so glum. everything's falling apart. deep down, i know nobody's there for me.....

i shall be strong. i will pick myself up when i fall down and face this storm alone because i know;

at th end of th day, nobody is going t be there t wipe my tears away.

A R G H. my current phone is being a real bitch. it will take 30 seconds t open up messages. waste of my time! yeah, i need t find a new love then. sighs. had maths till 6> pm just now. home at 7> damn shacked. private blog deleted beccause i have too much things t write about but i just dont have th time too. S O R R Y ! D: ~~will you give me hope t wipe away my uncertainties? i doubt so.~~

labels: time, i need time.

2009-04-25T22:06:00.009+08:00

I'm gonna hold you for the last time I'm gonna cry but afraid not to let it show This is the hardest way to say goodbye 'Cause as you walk away I'm feeling so alone I don't understand

You had to leave and I'm not part of your plan We both agreed but now I regret There are so many things I should have said But now I've let you go I'm holding back the tears I'm here alone Forgetting all the year And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me Oh So we live our different lives It's so hard and there's no more you and I but we're worlds apart

Sometimes it's hard to get to sleep at night Sometimes I think about the way it could've been I see you everytime I close my eyes I try to shut you out Instead I let you in I can't pretend I wanted it to end For you and me But now I've let you go I'm holding back the tears I'm here alone Forgetting all the years

And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me Oh So we live our different lives It's so hard and there's no more you and I And I'm missing you tonight But we're worlds apart What I'd give for one more day Just to say the things I need to say If only Time was not erased As you walked away I knew I couldn't explain to you And I can't pretend I wanted this to end For you and me

_______________________________________________

Oh hi there. posted a song thts been stuck in my head for th whole of yesterday. ah whatever. anyway, did you guys catch chucky on channel 5 yesterday night? it was freakingly awesome yo! almost everyone was watching it. what a pity if u missed it. xD thts th first horror story i've ever laughed at and not scream although it was very gruesome. hahahhah. C L I C K. :D

S O M E T I M E S, i wonder why th weather is constantly getting hotter and hotter each day.. wonder why there are rainbows after every rain. and night after every day. sighs. )':

labels: im not worth it.

2009-04-25T09:39:00.009+08:00

bullshit lah. my life like no privacy. always being intruded. what fxck. i shall post more at night when i have th time too. anw, very good morning yo. (:

**ohh yarh, t th passerby whom tagged my previous tagboard; my cbox font is corbel. ;D

a passing wind, a waking dream. like life, love remains undefined. i let you seek happiness in someone else's arm. loving you, unctouchable like a heartbeat; you are mine, a song i will never finish.

labels: just because your life sucks, get off mine.

2009-04-24T23:45:00.003+08:00

you hanged up on me 1 time okay blur face! wah, i not happy.

many things happened, sorry; somebody.
i dint know you will err..... argh, enough.

FREAKING TIRED. ; next time next time.

labels: AHHAHHA! speechless. )':

2009-04-21T20:06:00.008+08:00

"MELVIN; a 100 year old virgin. " quoted from MELVIN himself.

~~remembering the tone of your face keeps me waiting for you forever, a song i will never finish. a sacrifice only for you.~~

HI I AM MIDNIGHT BLUE.

I am tired. so th post shall be a very short one. rain-ed in th ning, so sway. but we were lucky, dint get wet as it only drizzled when we arrived school bustop. (: school was a bore, as usual. and i feel damn shacked with lots of memorising being done. putri went dental appt. home at 545 with afiqah, amira and mayang. i shall get ready for bed now. sounds crazy, who cares. so goodnight! ;D

ohh yarh, do click on th links below for super awesome entertainment when you're bored. (:

1) Past 2 years class war. (!)

2) ( recommended by rafi. ) Laugh la Laugh.

3) ( recommended by zong ru. ) damn LAME.

2009-04-20T14:20:00.005+08:00

currently in com lab having media literacy. damn damn damn tired. can i die/rot/decompose and leave earth? i wish i can do tht lah. )': everything in my life is not looking tht well now. there are just too many mistakes and silly misunderstandings. i need a long good and ubber luxurious sleep. please, just give me some time t set my thinking straight.

i shall continue when i get back home. goodbye earthlingggs. {:

~~millions and billions of things are running in my mind. how long you will be around? i want t be pampered too. will you stay awake just to watch me sleep? i doubt so. love is wtfxck.~~

labels: its all for nothing.

2009-04-19T19:58:00.010+08:00

YO! met amira t do malay project and mayang came t accompany us. i think mayang wanted t teach amira maths? but in th end, no time. so didnt study. it was a rush ahh. and a very last minute thing. (!) i would not have completed my malay project if amira didnt remind me yesterday. amira's a superwoman man! ok rush rush rush. hvnt pack my bags or do any homework! mayang embarrased herself lots of time today. -.- so i shall end this post here. continue tomorrow uhh. goodnight earthlings'♥

PS. and sorry putri and afiqah we dint ask you along t do our malay project! ): it is very very last minute. i hope you guys dont misunderstand yeah? :D

labels: i wanna run....away from singapore and go t india!!!! ) ':

look at my chio green tea bottle. haha, kawaii neh. {:

2009-04-19T00:26:00.002+08:00

SOSOSO tired. shall continue tomorrow earthlings. (:

2009-04-15T21:09:00.004+08:00

im here sitting doing nothing, damn exhausted cause of napfa. failed standing broad jump horribly! and also shuttle run by a few seconds. bloody shit. )':

i dont know why i have this sudden urge of letting my tears out continuously and leave everything undone in this world. because, i know this is where im not suppose t be, i know there's not enough happiness for me. this is all just a mistake.

labels: you said its a thing of th past. yes, you said its all just history my dear.

i have no clue as t how i'm going t clear my head through those distinct memories you left. its hard accepting and even harder letting you go. give me some time. cause i know i wont be able t regain your familiar face again. i guess your heart belongs t someone else. yes dear, i know she's much better for you than i am. i should have left instead; how stupid of me

2009-04-14T14:40:00.009+08:00

hihi. a sucky day i had; even though its only 14 hours since "today" started, i feel like it's an omen for me t live through today. woke up in th morning feeling really really dizzy. headache i think. and everytime after i bath each morning, or maybe after i bath at every point of time of th day, i have this habit of sneezing. with no fail. i had enough of this. so decided t skip school and head for th doctor. as usual, i kept sneezing all th way t th doctor.........

reasons why i hate Tuesday, 14 april 2009.
1) woke up t a sucky morning; felt sick so skipped school.

2) headed t th doctor and th weather was damn hot x 10000000

3) nobody accompanied me t th doctor. grr
4) queued for th doctor and i had t wait for about 30-40 mins for consultation!
5) went t a salon nearby my house t trim my fringe and tht hell of a women couldnt talk english. fxck her.

walked home without stopping. damn pissed with what she did t my hair. sulking all th way. i swear i'll never ever ever step into tht shop ever again! arggh. i could feel a blood vessel burst when i saw my fringe. well, its already damn short and ugly! i guess there's no point sulking, screaming, getting angry over tht pathetic women. i wonder how she even got t be a hairdresser. pity. okay enough enough. i have th whole day t myself alone at home and it got real bored! wasted my time watching a korean drama. watched th whole thing all over again. its nice, go catch it. :D

napfa tomorrow. *chants for success.

Boys Before/Over Flower

} i dont know if its actually over or before. lols.

pictures.

PS; i miss my clique alot as each and every day passes. )':

labels: a beginning t every ending. it doesnt pay t be kind.

2009-04-13T14:45:00.001+08:00

lalla, currently in school com lab wasting time! what a waste of my precious time. there's maths some more! so update later when i get back yeah. :D

2009-04-11T21:48:00.005+08:00

i am tired t update. maybe next time.

Your response is lost in confusion. The sweetness has dispersed. It’s only dragged-out emotion. Do I still love you? You are intermittently singing Pretending it doesn’t matter. Time passed, it’s gone. Our love is faced with a choice. You’ve grown cold and tired, I’ve cried. Your unhappiness upon leaving, written down on a card. When love comes to this, It truly hurts. What happened? You’ve grown tired. What about the happiness we promised each other? I’ve figured it out but not said it. Love has been diluted. My dreams have gone far away. The difference between being happy and unhappy is becoming a thinner line. The emotions of having loved are too deep. I still remember them. You didn’t wait. What about the happiness we promised each other? I’ve made a mistake, wiped away the tears, let go, and regretted it. It only hold memories, but the music box is still playing. How’s it supposed to stop?

labels: just what did you do t forget me so easily?

2009-04-09T11:32:00.005+08:00

currently in school com lab wasting time, i think? amira's doing her work and stuffs. so im here playing th com. :D updating FB, FS and this damn blog. crap crap crap. school kinda suck today. so, maybe will continue updating when i get homeeee. {: now, make do with a survey i found on someone's blog. :D goodbye, (L)ovedds. ♥

MY GUY SIDE

[ ] you love hoodies

[ ] you love jeans

[x] dogs are better than cats

[x] its hilarious when people get hurt ( YES!! OMGAWD!! )

[x] you've played with boys on a team

[ ] shopping is torture

[ ] sad movies suck

[ ] you own a XBOX

[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid

[x] at some point in your life you wanted to be a firefighter

[x] you own a DS PS2 or SEGA

[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers

[ ] you watch sports on TV

[ ] gory movies are cool

[ ] sometimes you go to your dad for advice

[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats

[ ] you used to/do collect pokemon

[ ] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear

[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people

[x] green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favourite colours.

[ ] sports are fun

[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth ( ;its all th time! )

[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on

[ ] you have fished at least once

TOTAL= 7

MY GIRL SIDE

[x] you like to shop ( DUH! )

[ ] you wear eyeliner

[x] you wear the color pink

[x] sometimes you go to your mum for advice

[x] you consider cheerleading a sport

[ ] you hate wearing all black

[x] you like going to the mall

[x] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures

[x] you like wearing jewelery

[ ] you cried watching The Notebook

[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe

[x] shopping is one of your favourite hobbies

[x] you've seen Star Wars and don''t like it

[ ] you do/did gymnastics

[x] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed

[x] you smile a lot more than you should

[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes

[x] you care about what you look like majority of the time

[x] you like wearing dresses whenever you can

[x] you like dancing/do dancing

[x] you like high heel shoes

[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid

[x] you like putting makeup on others

[x] you like being the star of almost everything

[x] pink is one of your favourite colours

TOTAL= 20

Multiply by 4 to get the percentage :)

GUY=28% GIRL=80%

;whoa. -.-

2009-04-07T19:47:00.002+08:00

making an effort to

: treat people nicer.

: study and listen more in class.

: pass all exams.

: not t keep everything frm mum.

: spend more time with ♥lascivicious cliquee.

: save $$$$$$.

: be more independent.

: not t always complain.

: post.

labels: i am glad, in a sad way.

2009-04-06T20:40:00.003+08:00

TIRED x 10000000.

bloody freaked out over th amount of homework piled on my table. jesus, buddha, stamford raffles, robert pattinson, god help me! )':{ had whatever maths thingy today. packed at 0400pm and threw myself on bed at 0630. i missed my drama. )': fxck tht maths thing.

maths = study time.

study time = time + knowledge.

time + knowledge = waste of time.

waste of time = fave drama.

waste of precious time = no fave draamaaa!

dang it man. i have t get back early. everyday, yes thts my resolution for now. (:

labels: i am a big girl now. i MAKE my own decisions. absorb tht fact sucker.

good night world. have a nice night (L)'s. ♥

2009-04-04T16:43:00.005+08:00

http://www.asian-horror-movies.com/bup.php } effing hilarious! it may be a horror movie, but still, i laughed more than i screamed. ENJOY PEOPLE. (:

SYNOPSIS: Buppah Rahtree is an isolated, self contained girl....
Things get rolling after Rahtrees corpse is discovered. The police arrive and she is shrouded according to local custom but when they try to remove the corpse it simply refuses to go. Rahtrees body may be dead but her spirit is very much alive, very angry, and it will not leave without a fight.

yesterday, catched a movie at orchard cineleisure w mum. she was on leave, so escaped t have fun. {: watched confessions of a shopaholic. quite good, girls adviced t watch. ate alot in th cinema and i can feel th weight rolling in. xD walked t wisma and taka after th show. home at 0800pm * watched korean dramas all th way / i love th happy endings they have in each drama. (: homeworks not done! D;

SYNOPSIS: Based on the books "Confessions of a Shopaholic" and "Shopaholic Takes Manhattan" by Sophie Kinsella. Rebecca Bloomwood (Isla Fisher) is a 25 year old who lives with her best friend Suze (Krysten Ritter) in Suze's flat (paying her friend rent that is well below market value), in a trendy part of town. Rebecca has a very boring job writing for a financial magazine. She has a shopping addiction and her crap job doesn't pay enough. Her bills are piling up, so she tries cutting back (complete fiasco), then she tries making more money (another fiasco). Eventually, Becky discovers a story that she is truly invested in. Exposing the story gets the attention of a colleague that she hasn't quite figured out yet. Some drama ensues as she snags the guy, and she attempts to pay off her ever-growing debt.

woke up late today and dint go tuition in th morning. HOHOHO! not my fault okay, just overslept and alarm dint ring. well, ending post here. homeworks in process. (:

labels: it wont take long; to just change something.

2009-04-03T20:11:00.004+08:00

OMYGAWD! homeworks came piling on this fateful friday! DANG DANG IT. haiz, guess will be sucking up t homeworks through th weekends. tuition tomorrow, changed t wed and sat. hahha, good. (: school was nice, but still, not tht fun like last year. well, gtg. goodnight (L)ovedds. :D

labels: i wished...and wished...but still, nothing happened.

2009-04-02T21:28:00.003+08:00

Private blog up.

Getting real tired these days. so i'll end here. goodnight world'♥

labels: im slowly falling out.

2009-03-31T15:40:00.004+08:00

The Bottom Line:
You're getting closer to a very special person in your life. Ask them that question.
In Detail:
You're getting closer to a very special person in your life, and it's only natural that you might be feeling a growing sense of responsibility towards them. But make sure you draw the line at being responsible for their happiness. All you can do is support them and respect their choices. If they are looking for answers, you have to make it clear that you don't have them. Help them learn that the solutions they seek lie within them, not in another person. / yes, the answer lies in you. so please, dont ask me because i seriously dont know. you are important but all i can do is listen t your problems. i cant give advices tht dont work.

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yes, i maybe will private my blog (sighs). personal reasons. school, not really good today. too much of a silence. everything's not th same this year. by far, th worsest year i've ever lived through. what more with th streamings and fights. and its only march. oh dear, its all gonna be bad for me. it hurts just to go through everything alone now. i need....to transfer....somewhere safe. please. end it all here.

Karma.

An action, seen as bringing upon oneself inevitable results, good or bad, either in this life or in a reincarnation. Theosophy. the cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation. Fate; destiny. The good or bad emanations felt to be generated by someone or something. What goes around comes around. Watch it.

labels: break it up people. it all child's play dont ya think?

2009-03-30T19:18:00.005+08:00

i'll try chase pavements.

Happy Birthday Tan Zong Ru ! (:

and to think i dont even know today WAS your birthday. argh, whatever.

The Bottom Line:
Made an awkward mistake? You aren't wrong, you're just not right all of the time.
In Detail:
Let go of some power today -- you do not have to be the one in charge in order to shape the way things evolve. Focusing on who is sitting behind the steering wheel is a huge waste of your time. What you should be focusing on is where the entire vehicle is headed! Give another person the platform to push their agenda, and you will quickly see that they were thinking about things in a more effective way. You aren't wrong. You're just learning that you're not right all of the time. / yes, watse of my time to focus on such details but i do it for a reason. hohoho, obviously, im always NOT right. dont really care though. :D

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school, interesting and especially funny. i feel t have slacken in my studies especially with changes of teachers at such a faint period of time. mr idris, come back and save us for history. well, i'll prepared t face th worse. (: watching twilight online for th 11time. hahha, hot hunk alert. :D

"We have seen better days". by william shakespeare; Timon of athens.

yes, we have seen far better times then this my dear(s). we may go through rough times, but it'll all come to an end right? friends accept each other for what they are even though they arent perfect. we may have fights often, but nothing is going to disfigure the perfect friendship we have okay? i'll vow to that. You guys will always be my best friend(s), you know way too much. we dont change. you guys are perfect for who and what you are. thats what make you th bestest of th best. its all PMS baby.

forget all unevens. i love you guys, i know i do. :D cheerup everyone.

specially dedicated to: ♥lascivicious cliquee

labels: you know i still love you baby. and it will never change. i want nobody nobody but you. nobody nobody but you. ;D

2009-03-28T14:48:00.009+08:00

Cheryl Wong'♥

Nadiah'♥

Cpeiyi'♥

Lpeiyi'♥

Happy Belated Birthday ! (:

Cheryl ( 9 march), sorry 11 days late. D:
Nadiah (18 march), sorry 10 days late.

Chen Pei Yi ( 25 march), sorry 3 days late too.

Lim Pei Yi (25 march), sorry 3 days late.

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The Bottom Line:
You are at a point in life when you can sit back and relax -- so why don't you?
In Detail:
You are at a point in your life when you can sit back and relax for a little bit -- so why don't you? Hand the reins over to someone else for today and just experience life for a while. Get together with your friends and have some fun if you can -- it's not an ideal day for you to go solo if you're looking for fun. Your energy will grow when you're surrounded by the people who like you, so surround yourself with as many of them as you can! Parties are a great idea. / i dont think so. how to relax when everything seems to be falling?

why cant i just drop out from everything? all these sucks, seriously. forget about my dream, it is unachievable. i am soo exhausted from all this nonsese and unnecessary crap. i'll put on a smile for everyone. but no one really knows whats deep within. i guess i'll just keep everything in. it is beneficial for everyone this way.

labels: sometimes i wonder, whether i should smile because you're my friend or cry because thats all we'll ever be'♥

2009-03-27T19:28:00.002+08:00

soo tired. will find time to post properly when i've rest enough.

goodbye readers. take care belovedd clique. /♥

2009-03-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

The Bottom Line:
Some of your travel plans might have to be put on hold, but it's for a good reason.
In Detail:
A lot of details are still up in the air in your life right now, which means that, like it or not, some of your travel plans might have to be put on hold for a while. But the good news is that all of this uncertainty around you will only continue for a few more days at the very most. And if you can increase the level of physical activity in your life, you will make it all go away even sooner. If you want to go on a journey, get more active -- as soon as you can! / yarh yarh yarh.

currently sick and medicines are finishing. so wrong. i just hope i'll get well before monday. dang. done all my holiday homeworks. (!) at last, (: i miss my clique. & alot of things. haiz.

2009-03-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

a happy ending in reality....is it really impossible? telling your beloved tht you love them. holding on to th memories after th break up. and use it as a stepping stone to becoming a better person. i wish there was a referee in our life. to give us a yellow card when we do something dangerous. and foul us out when we commit a violation. how long do we have t continue this game tht has no rules? will happiness come when this games' all over?

but i am confident, and even though i may fall, i'll get back up. there will be many painful things t come but for now, i'll encourageously march forward with a smile. yes, there's nothing more t life. its just moving forward. ♥

2009-03-17T19:46:00.012+08:00

Delvina's birthday on 16 march. Happy belated birthday Delvina Lorraine Ng. (:

The Bottom Line:

Getting time to yourself is difficult today -- your popularity is at a record high.

In Detail:

Getting any time to yourself will be extremely difficult today -- your popularity is nearing a record high, and people will want your input on many issues. The sooner you can adjust to the demands on your time, the better. Since ignoring the external world will be practically impossible, you are better off just giving in and dealing with the people who are clamoring for your attention. You will be able to get some alone time soon, but just not right now. / i am so tired and seriously need time t think on my own.

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i am feeling incredibly high and hyperly active right now. all thanks t a bug which got into mummy's room. was surfing th net......and i saw something moving at th left corner of th floor. ignored it at first. then it got closer, when i turned. obviously, i shouted and mummy panicked. th story goes on......and now she's camping in my room. dang.

okay, back t today. went out early in th afternoon t town instead, change of plan. met my beloved friends and home at 0700. soo tired, shall not elaborate further. will upload photos when i get it from celest and when i have th time. (:

i believe in karma, do you? my days are numbered and i wanna make each day a memory for me t bring when im gone. yours took up too much of my memory space and there isnt enough for others. im finally letting go some of yours and taking in new ones. i am irwin; imperfect and dont meet ur standards. i tried ways and means t improve but still, im not good enough. i'll move on with life. and love those who loves me back. i will not waste my numbered days. hahaahh, and i just found out yesterday; tht i am retarded, an ordinary retarded human being whom makes mistakes occasionally. (:

RETARDED PICTURES.

labels: school in 4 more days. (: homeworks / NOT DONE!

2009-03-14T18:27:00.008+08:00

Overdued Pictures. & sorry if its abit blur. its gonna be a long post and its not a must for you t read it. and last, ENJOY!(:

The Bottom Line:Friends who share the same principles band together and find pleasure in making a difference--the experience itself is worthwhile.

In Detail:Whether you realize it or not, many people around you, look to you for advice and will mimic your style or ways. Knowing this now, you may find it easier to keep your patience and compassion in the future. There is a chance to understand those around you and to have a special time with someone you love. Careful--a kind of romantic wistfulness characterizes your approach to life now. This could mean a longing for a soul mate or a yearning to save the world; it could mean carrying a torch, as well. This is not always a long term condition--think before you obligate your time. There is a sense of support and harmony present. / my life is taking its toll on me right now. i cant have things going my way and i cant continue giving advices when i cant even have my thinking straightened out. i have a reason for everyhting. and if you're my friend, you should trust me. if you choose t see me as someone who lives and does things w/o reason, back off and get a life. i dont need friends like you. i've had enough of your attitude and seriously, you're hurting me silently as a friend. i tried my best t be a good friend and this is what you returned me. please, stop all th bragging and try t not hurt people's feelings. you are not perfect and neither are we perfect. if thts what you think of us, why not find other PERFECT friends because i have had enough of this.

Mummy, your attitude kills. we dont belong t th same planet. we dont speak th same language. we dont know each other. we cant get along well together. we're different and i guess its better if it remains tht way because im exhausted for trying. its been a long time since i updated, sorry readers. these few days have been a rush-explains why i cant update.

Tuesday, 10March2009 / nothing new happened. had scence CT and it was hard, as usual.

Wednesday, 11March2009 / a tiring day. had maths CT plus it was very hard, as usual.

Thursday, 12March2009 / another very long and tiring day. got back maths and science CT results. passed science on th dot. failed maths by 3 marks. well, i dont really care though. if i fail or pass. i'll let th future come like what it's suppose t be cause im very tired trying hard for everything. eng, getting back next term. out with ♥GIRLFRIENDDS(L) for awhile. went t Kbox and cabbed home. sorry, no pics. was rushing. and i was soo touched after MT period! Thanks afiqah, mayang and putri-it was a very nice letter and it made my day. ily guys soo much. (:

Friday th 13th / woke up at 10+ and got ready t go hosp (personal reasons) and t th doc soon after t get mc. dint go sch for cross country + its a rush day. rushed for everything. cabbed with mayang t Ehub. catched a movie there. seriously rushed dhen when reached, not everyone there and i thought i was late! -.- then a big group of people arrived soon after. bought tix and gave ezlink. VERY FUNNAY! watched race t witch mountain with 21 people. occupied 2 whole rows and alot of things hapened during th show, after th show, late lunch at pizza hut and otw homeeeee. (: i had a fun time today, finally! after such a long time, ♥lascivicious cliquee made me laugh like a retard. thanks man. ily guys. ;D

labels: i miss you. all tht has happened years ago. we need t talk because i cant seem t forget everything.

2009-03-09T18:49:00.006+08:00

The Bottom Line: Be tolerant of the unpleasant mood a friend is in today -- it will pass eventually!
In Detail: Everyone has more than one side to their personality, so if a friend or coworker is getting on your nerves today, try to focus on the parts of their personality that you enjoy. Be tolerant of the mood they are in right now and understand that it will pass eventually! They need you to be patient with them and they know they are pushing it. But the good thing is that they are also planning a way to pay you back for all that you have had to put up with from them lately. / AGREED.

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HELLO. } short post. if mum finds out im blogging, i'll get it. tests coming. so, BYE.

labels: im trying t keep my blog alive. 2 more tests t freedom /♥

A bitch in disguise.

2009-03-08T01:19:00.004+08:00

annoyingly upset by a bitch in disguise. (using guest user on lappy. somehow my user is locked and wont be able t entertain most msgs. SORRY!) anw, Good Morning World'♥.

and there it goes again, its history repeating itself. time and time again, tht fxck sis of mine. late at night still have th guts t test my anger.if she wants t bicth, i'll bitch her twice. seriously i've had enough of her. been enduring for 12 whole years. ever since she's ruefully popped in this world, my life went haywire. mum started loving her more than me. everyone favouritise her. and why? i dont freaking know th reason why! she treats me just as bad. never have i cliqued well with her ; fyi, NEVER. it sucks just t being labelled as her elder sis. wth, i am more senior and matured than you. follow by th rules, show me some respect for god's sake! mum teached us manners. why cant you follow her advice and show some respect t th elderly?! btw, so what if i wanna spend more time with mum, really have long conversations with her and also tell on how you'e been so rude t me. agitated isit? think again, when has she ever showed me love? when was th last time i really had a talk t her? she's been showering all her care and love on you. she dotes on you way more then me. everytime, she has work in her mind 24/7 but she's still willing t pamper you soo much! sms-ing is th only way i can communicate t her easily. she's just too busy; on work and you bitch! all she ever did was motivate me in my studies, t nag when i stayed out t late. and thts it. please laa, dont be selfish okay, spare a thought for me! she is meant t be shared between us. btw, you think having her all t yourself is th world's greatest goal or even prize? what a sister you are. its just my luck i guess. you never thought of my feelings! why i cried every night, thinking nobody is there for me. i have absolutely no one t talk t, nobody t get my advice from; not even my mum. everything is failing me and i need all of tht from my mum! my mum is your mum too bitch! if i have th consent t leave this family, dont worry i will. one day, when im gone, you will keep her all t yourself. take care of her well when im gone-you better! she deserves much more than what she's already giving you now. because of your selfishness, it made me realise how overboard you can get, how stingy and selfish you are. how low can you get? i never regard you as a sister anw. my sister wont treat me like this. my sister will say sorry when she's in th wrong. my sister is not so selfish and stingy. my sister wont fight for a mother's love. my sister will learn how t give in t people and t admit t her mistakes. my sister know whats th difference between right and wrong. my sister shows respect t th elderly. it seems tht you are not my sister yet. not till you realise your mistakes and learn t say sorry. sorry is such an easy word t say; even when its said sincerely. just 1 word, will make my judgement on you change. only when you realise how much this is hurting me. only when an apology is given. then, will i call you a sister whom i will love much more than anything now.

Empty promises.

2009-03-04T20:28:00.011+08:00

devastated and freaking tired.

everyone goes through what im feeling now at least once. im sure of it. hahas, what a useless freak i can be. given a cold and harsh batter. surfaced my injuries for th first time. th reason why i dont talk most of th time is i dont want my feelings t be shown. nothing good comes out of my mouth all this while. some people judge my personality just by one glance. you dont know me. being quiet represents a piece of my life, its a thing i cant run away from, something i cant change. bear with it because i am indeed a boring person. it suck-ed soo much. totally alot. Thank you TLK kor again. (: i promise. went library with a whole gang of people. ;D was very fun, seriously. killed all signs of depression within me. laughed echoes of joy with loved ones. will be looking forward t more. wont be updating for awhile. common tests coming and im prepared t fail everything. no matter how much i study, nothing seems t be taken in. yeah, guess tht should be it.

The end of it.

2009-03-03T18:55:00.006+08:00

sorry for th late wishes. Happy Birthday ANDY TAY And MUSTAFA ZAIDAN. (: sorry, very busy nowadays. common tests next week. preparing my ears; physically and mentally. dont wanna die from th lectures im gonna get. cat i just leave all this alone?! I REALLY DONT WANNA STUDY! I DONT WANT EXAMS! i wanna drop school. ): and just give everything up. t just fall from th highest building and drop down dead. t put an end t all these unnecessary pain. all this endurance. cause seriously, i cant take it anymore. im on th verge of giving up.

Appreciation.

2009-03-02T20:26:00.012+08:00

THANK YOU TLK KOR. (: thanks for being there and always making me think positively. i will smile for my loved ones, my awesome friends, and everyone on earth who cares for me. thank you thank you thank you soo much. ;D my friend delvina, dont think soo negatively laa. nobody is beautiful nor ugly laa. everyone is born equal. i equal, you equal. even so, i still love my girlfriends alot okay. so cheerupp kay lorraine. ;D

FINALLY.

You were my hero. You were my best friend. And that was a feeling I never wanted to end. You were there when I was couragious and strong. But you were there when I was lame and wrong. You stood by my side with whatever I did. You defended me while I was a chicken and hid. You were the perfect guy for me (so I thought.) It was easy to see. Something in the end just didn't seem right. You weren't the guy I knew anymore, even though we talked every night. It didn't matter anymore. You didn't care. But it did to me. My heart began to tear. You broke it. Something I never thought you'd do. And my heart is what I gave to you. It was broken for along time and I'm finally over you. Sometimes it doesn't show, but you knew: You were my hero. You were my best friend. And that was a feeling that finally came to an end. i loved you. TT i wanted t continue but it just snap.Fight for what you want. good luck.

Cest la vie.

2009-02-28T20:04:00.022+08:00

saturday, 28 feb 2009.
cest la vie was great but slept halfway thrrough. headache cause of chinese orchestra. hahas, mummy picked me up and went t paragon t have lunch. walked around for awhile. back home at 0800 } i think. YOU GUYS DID GREAT (: i miss my cliquee!

friday, 27 feb 2009. eng period.
they played with powder. i know, soo childish. tsk tsk.

thursday, 26 feb 2009. art period.

had art for 3 periods. released at 0230pm. again, relief teacher.

Facts.

2009-02-25T22:40:00.010+08:00

found this on friendster bulletins. (:

45 things a girl want but wont ask for.
1. Hold her waist tight.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket when she's cold.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

We might deny it but we kinda like it when you guys actually tickle us ..
26. DON'T lie to her.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, pull her in tightly yet affectionately.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.

Remember all these things when you are with her..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other, grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHE'S LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Make sure she's happy forever. (:

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sorry dint post for th past following days. catching up on my sleep since there's nothing for me t do. will blog about what happened in class on THURS-FRI, 26 & 27 FEB 2009 tomorrow. reason; lots of things happened in class. funny laa, but with half of th entire sec 2's gone, life was a bore laa. teachers soften up, no scoldings. work also not tht much. lots of relief teacher t babysit us. HOHOHO~!(: okay, cest la vie tomorrow. CANT WAIT T SEE YOU GUYS MANS. ;D hahahahs! loads of pictures will be uploaded. patience.

Sick.

2009-02-23T15:57:00.007+08:00

Good Afternoon. ♥ (:

dint go t school today. sick. i watched boys over flowers yesterday till 0300am. th night before knew tht something is wrong with me cause my throat was feeling extremely dry. and i continued watching t my heart's content. wash-ed up at 0300 and slept at 0315am. woke up at 0500am, 2hours 45 mins of sleep. (: had fever so dint go school. sorry dint inform anyone. it was UNEXPECTED. slept in till 0159 } i think. bathh-ed ate lunch and went t doctor alone. HAHAS, my life was extremely boring today. nothing t do, nobody t talk to. guess school was fun today? everyday is fun with 2e2. yes, must have missed out alot. now,they're having maths extra lessons. gosh, gonna flunk maths soon. thanks for th get well msgs. (: apppreciate it loads. ♥ missing alot of things again. haiz. )': p.s. i dont know who msg-ed me early in th morning at 0845am. anyone who knows, inform me. (: th recipient did not reveal his/her identity. wanna thank him/her. so i'll rot for th coming hours till tomorrow. guess thts it. byeeeeeeee.

Being complacent.

2009-02-22T16:18:00.007+08:00

i miss you guys soo much. i miss th times when we laughed like retards. soo sorry i didnt shopped with you guys yesterday uhhs. (: mum again! no amount of words can explain how much i miss you guys! yes, i cant wait for th holidays t come, soo many wishes for me t fulfil. hanging out with them is th main priority on my wish list. ;D hahas, yeah,guess i'll just wait patiently for th holidays t comeeee. (: i ♥ my lascivious cliquee.

thanks ~~friend~~

~~thanks for making me feel so guilty. thanks for making me a servant t you.~~ i am not a rag you can use 24/7 t wipe away your mistakes. dont use me i am not fit t be there for you everytime when you're in trouble. yes, we have always been there, but were you there for us when we're facing something difficult?! you are very selfish lady. please, if you think we've changed, no we have not. in fact, you are th one who's been changing, not us. i swear, i left it on th table before i left for home. yes, its my fault. but when you called me t ask where i put it, you sounded in doubt, not wanting t believe me. oh come on, who th hell wants your stuffs. i have my own okay. i didnt even intend t loose it. what im angry at is you put th entire blame on me. i didnt do it on purpose okay! i wont do it t a stranger, what more a FRIEND?! look, i said i will pay for my mistake, you dont need everyone t follow you and find your small thing. im very sorry for them. did you even think of their feelings?! how they would feel, following u around like a shadow while you find your stuffs. last time, when your friendloses something more than your wallet, did you even care and helped her look for it? no right? i dont mind not eating t pay you back okay. it is my fault, i will see t it, i dont run away from my problems like you do. please, if you're really a friend, you wont treat me like this. you wont blame me when im in th wrong, friends would support and stand by each other when we're in th wrong. thanks soo much. i thought you were a friend but a minor doubt has clarified my questions. you're not worth our concern. YOU'VE CHANGED. i dont owe you any explanation. absorb th fact tht you've changed. take care.

Pictures.

2009-02-21T10:22:00.014+08:00

let photos do th explanation on our trip t art museum on thurs, 19th of february. (:

Thrill.

2009-02-19T17:16:00.014+08:00

went t art museum after school. wasnt informed about it! had health check up. wasnt informed about it too! school really dragged today. 2 periods for each subjects. imagine tht! so as usual, i really felt like sleeping during science and maths. especially after filling my stomach up with useful crap. had fun in class, idris dint come school. haha. ;D freaking happy. so wasnt really depressed tht day. guess what? i deproved and moved a level below. i never really liked maths anyway, so no worries. just need a room for more improvements. i believe in myself. xD as long as formulas and syllabus are willing t be of good use for my brains. everything should be fine...i guess. (: took a few funny pictures on th bus on th way t art museum. had an even harder laugh when we're tuoring th exhibits. i was like HAHAHA-ING all th way. thanks 2e2, for making an awful day pass through w/o fail. there were some porno stuffs and i think th guys got all excited? and i saw something very disturbing. {dont wanna elaborate. (: } pictures will be uploaded on 2e2's blog soon? well, make th time limit be until i have th password and username. (: finished going round th museum and school at last! boys were funnoying in th bus, touching each other's stuffs when they are not supposed t and making our eardrums ache. headed back home after reaching school. skipped CCM. didnt wanna see tht lady's face.what a horrible teacher. tsk tsk. good luck t those who are performing for cest la vie. hehehh, (: i miss my lascivious cliquee♥ and a whole other list of things.

Sorry.

2009-02-17T17:54:00.018+08:00

PUTRI.

hey putri! i miss you soo much. after not attending cca for so long, i really miss th times when we laughed together like retards. when we always sigh after every practice. when you cried for th first time in band room. (: when we met up t do homework during th holidays but end up talking more than doing homework. xD i wont forget th times we spent since last year. when we first met. hahas, u have always been extremely friendly, a very good friend and im very thankful and very very grateful t you my bestie! ;D i wont forget those times okay, till th day i die, i'll bring it with me t be buried in my grave. thank you soo much putri azyan. (: i miss you soo very much! and thank you for all th tips you gave me for maths. {: i'll make up for th time lost. )': putri azyan ily!

AFIQAH.
hey afiqah! i miss u oh soo badly. so much has changed within time. i miss a whole list of things and 1 thing tht i certainly miss isyou teaching me maths. (: you're always so proffesional in teaching. thankyou my teacher! ;D its because of you guys, i managed t pass my maths. {:your laugh is also very infectious mann. u laugh i laugh. xD looking forward t you becoming our oic. ;D hehheh, i miss you soo much afiqah! i wont try and never will forget th memories we shared. if only words can express th miss i'm feeling for all of you guys! ): thank you soo much afiqah! i'll make up for th time lost. )': nur afiqah ily!

MAYANG.
mayang mayang mayang!! imy soo much too okay. ): th crazy times we had. in th library, airport, toilet, basically everywhere! im very sorry for all th precious time lost with you guys. )'; im really very very sorry yarhh. mayang, i hope you understand. i'll be here for you guys whenever you need me in th future okay? i will dedicate my time with you guys, my belovedds. i'll especially remember those jokes you told me mayang. xD when we accidentally step on each other's feet in front of th sec 1's. haha! i wont forget. i really miss you alot sms. and thank you for teaching me maths for th class test yarh, it was very much appreciated. {: i'll make up for th time lost. )': thank you mayang! sri mayangsari ily!

AMIRA.
IM SORRY!):

NATASHA.
yo natasha! (: hahas, you're sso funny man. hahas, yes i miss those times last year, when we took neoprints like crazy. almost everyday go take. -.- waste money only sia. hahas, putri, afiqah and maya were so cute back then. yes, you're laughing was th most rabak one. i cant stand staying still and endure while you're laughing your heads out. i'll always join in th crazy choir of laughter. {:thanks nat for making me laugh in mother tongue class. it's always soo boring but really, thanks and i owe u soo much! (: imy and i'll be looking forward t more laughters in future. ;D natasha hazirah ily!

i miss all of you equally much and im wishing tht things will be back t normal. t not let time be th problem in every get-together. sorry for not being there. ): although i've not been with u guys for a very long time, i still love you guys a whole truck loads. you all are still my bestest okay! (: ♥'s.

Boredom kills.

2009-02-16T18:09:00.012+08:00

school was so boring today.

had history first period. and as usual, th lesson is always so depressing..xD th hours went pass oh soo slowly! MLP after school, had fun killing peas. bus-ed home. {dozed off in th bus..!xD} currently devoting myself t homeworkks. {: mood swings crazily nowadays. i may be very quiet for a minute and shouting like a retard th next. ;D so dont irritate me for th next few days okay? i guess i dont have much t say? goodbye for now.

A survey.

2009-02-15T00:46:00.014+08:00

-requested by PUTRI AZYAN! (:

Name: Irwinn!
Height:Last measured 156cm.
Where do you live: A house.-.-
Favourite Drinks: All kinds.

Random
Have you ever: Been on a plane: Yes.
Fallen asleep at school: Yes.
Broken someone's heart: Yes.
Fell of your chair: Yes.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yes.
Saved e-mails: Yes.
Had chickenpox: Yes.
Had a sore throat: Yes.
Broken your nose: No.
Believed in love at first sight: NO. (:
Liked picnics: No.
What is your room like: See it for yourself. {:
Last thing you ate: Bread.
Last person you danced with: With bedok green-ians.
Last person who made you smile: Bi Hong.
Last person you last yelled at: My sis.

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: No.
Kiss anyone: My bear. {:
Get sick: A cough.
Miss someone: Yes, a whole bunch of them.
Eat: Obviously!

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now?
My ♥lascivious cliquee.
Do you have any siblings?
An irritating lil sis.
Do you want children?
YES! a boy and a girl. (:
Do you smile often?
Yes. ;D
Do you like your handwriting?
Not really.
Are your toenails painted?
Nope.
Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
Mine is comfortable enough for me t have a sweet dream. (:
What colour shirt are you wearing now?
Purple.
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
I forgot. xD
What's the best feeling in the world?
I dont really know.

Very random.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yes.
What's under your bed?
Nothing.
Who do you really hate?
My sister.
What time is it now?
1237am.
Are you a friendly person?
Yes, I don’t bite. (:
Do you have any pets?
No.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
A place far away.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
Yes, I love my mum alot. ;D
Do you sleep with the TV on?
No, I want t save th earth.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
No, Never.
Are you too forgiving?
I don’t know.
Are you closer to your mother or your father?
Mum.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I don’t cry, im a big girl.
How many people can you say you really loved?
A truck load.
Do you eat healthy?
NoNoNo.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
I told you I don’t cry. (;
If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to ?
Nobody, I keep it within me.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
I don’t know. ;D
Are you confident?
Im not.

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Birthday.

2009-02-13T21:02:00.013+08:00

jenna's birthday tomorrow(: HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY JENNA;D

school was FUN today. {: had only 4 subjects today and also total defence. plus its' th eve of valentines. (: started th morning with th talk and there were loads of ppl distributing valentines' gift t their friends. HAHA. ;D my lascivious cliquee went t band, sad. )': stayed back after sch t do th retest, went t fort factory with mummy, dentist and taxi-edd t town and did some shopping. whohoo! (: cheered me up abit. so i take advantage of my mum's prescence. xD ask-ed her t buy me rose first cause nobody gimme rose mahh. only fake one. dhen she say: huh?! now selling very ex lehh. 1 stalk at marina is a full 12 bucks okay. suddenly got this mum and daughter walk past us. her daughter handling a stalk of rose. dhen i say: see tht girl laa! her mummy dote on her soo much buy for her rose. {act sad and dissapointed} at last she agreed! THANKS MUMMY ILY OKAY.(:

so went t raffles city and marina t find her clothes and my sis bag. both of us extort her money till we're dead beat from all th walking.. ;D taxi-edd home and i went t print th photos for history project while mummy and sis went up first. i realised a lot of shops were closed when its only 8pm. they also celebrate valentine days' eve meh? LOL printed th photos out and home sweet home. i guess tht should be it(: throw me more money laa mummy. come on dont be stingy!;D weekends filled with appointments for homeworkk. {: wont be able t go out th whole weekend, fully book-edd for maths.

THURSDAY, 11 FERUARY 2009
went t bugis with cpeiyi and jenna. (: it was very fun laa. had a great time sharing "knowledge". bought our bags and stuffs. LOLS;D it was great going out with this two loveely and oh soo beautifuuul ladies. (: will be looking forward t more in th futuree. yipeeeee. ~~ilove you~~.

labels: its V-day.

2 beautiful ladies.

2009-02-11T20:04:00.016+08:00

Exhausted.

2009-02-09T17:28:00.009+08:00

-im backk(:

soo freaking tired like *@#$% -'- soo much things t do, soo little timee! i'm just gladd tht my neighbours in class keep me entertained t last me through th whole day(: i love ya guys except for INDRA SYAHFIRUL! i hate you i hate you like nobody's business. i'll remember ur face till i finish my o's and come for revengee ok! soo stop bullying and abusing me guy! i'll end my post here. im exhausted...seriously.

Reminiscing.

2009-02-08T19:30:00.006+08:00

i'm starting t miss all th times we spent together. back then in primary school. feeling sick sick sick..! remembered those times when we used t spent hours of our time in th toilets? where we tried t skip lessons almost everyday!;D when i combed my hair every 30 minutes..xD when i always went t th back cupboard t take worksheets for my classmates. when amirah used t smack me hard in th arms.. and slaps in th face..:3 when shih ying laughed her way through lessons.(: when shahina cracked up her brain t constantly supply us with funny and useful jokes.;D when marie made her uper funny quotes..xD when MR AAALI made us walk up and down th stupid staircasee. when a basketball hit me in th face and tore my upper lip for th first time ever! when we stayed back every single day just t walk around th entire school; never getting tiredd(: there was also th time when we practiced freaking hard, participate i th teachers day concert. when we went on excursion trips.(: when we heard miss tan kk and mr magesh- {i forgot how t spell his name ready}xD lectured and pick on 6/4! th first time annisa ever fought with me..D; i still lovee u alot dear{: when we had t come down from th gallery and sit in th hall beacause we were too noisy! when MR AAALI gave us calculators for childrens' day present! [SO PATHETIC..!xD] when shahina accompanied me t th basketball court t see him(: SUFI always answering back t our belovedd eng teaher; saying she has BO and stuffsxz{: WE WERE TH WORSEST 6/4 BATCH IN BEDOK GREEN'S HISTORY! REMEMBER THT? when you guys sabo-edd me everytime.shih ying is very very good in basketball..(: -always loose t her. ily soo much gal!♥ amirah is th one with th weirdest laughh! -always kena bully by her..xD ur still my cutest xiaominmin'marie is so into rockk back thenn..up till now..{: -i still lovee her alot though! shahina! understandds me(: she knows what im thinking even if im not talking or doing anything! -she's my edward cullen{: ♥kangweeeei is still th bestest~!(: i miss soo many things right now. i'll always remember those ridiculous. fantastic. amazing. gross. funnayy. loveely. {and everything nice in th world} times we spent together.

i freaking miss all of it.

Long Day.

2009-02-07T14:30:00.010+08:00

donee with finishing th new blogskin. this may be a temporary skin, until i find a nice one.(:
im so going t die mansxz. idris guy gave us alot of homework and i have yet t do english and

science! so later, will try finishing th piles of homework. its been a long time since i update so

maybe i'll post through pictures..;D went t th dentist with mummy at raffles place yesterday.
{dont wanna talk about it!} school is a bore! why cant i have my holidays back?! there's just

soo much t do. let photos do th talking..(:
labels: at Fort Canning.

labels: at th dentist.